I'm at the point of my life where Im (somewhat) fresh out of a long-term relationship, and undecided if I want to be in something serious for now. What my heart is set on is concentrating on being a mother and going back to school, all the same, it would be great to have a man by my side who supports my goals.
Ive grown accustomed to a certain kind of man... My ex, Diablo (Ill explain that at some point!) warned me that he would spoil me so mercilessly I would be ruined for any other man. He certainly did what he set out to do! I want to be thought of, wined and dined, spoiled and taken care of...ideally by a man who, for whatever reason, also feels he cannot devote himself to a serious relationship right now.
I did a search for SD/SB relationships and blogs and I came across Jess Bunny. I loved reading her blog, it started out so amazingly telling the story of her man X, how the relationship progressed, when it came to an end, an how her life after X turned around after their breakup. That really got me to thinking about my own situation and how fortunate I have been.
Though my last two relationships ended on a pretty bad note, neither of them would stand for it if I was left in a bind. Jess Bunny is a good reminder that at my luck with them may run out at any time. I want a man in my life who is right here with and for me, enjoys being with me, wants what I have to offer...and happens to have the means to afford the lifestyle I grew to love and wants to share that with me. Thats what Im hoping to find!
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